pandora's aquarium

This week has been difficult. Actually the last two weeks have been difficult.

I have come to the decision that I need to try to make this work. This is going be confusing to some people, but I had a really hard time justifying staying in my relationship with Jonathan this week. I realized that I at least had to try. I stopped trying a while ago, and that wasn't fair to anyone.

My best friend, J, from high school, changed his mind and decided that, yes, he can have part and be happy with that. I appreciate that from him because he helped form me into who I am, but I can't toss out the last 3 years in order to relive my youth (I sound so old).

I signed up for a correspondence course this week. It's for interior decorating, but I do plan on getting the associates in Interior Design. I thought this got my foot in the door. And at least I am doing something

I also started taking more supplements to go with my regular multivitamin and calcium. Omega 3, vit. c, vit. e, ginseng, cinnamon, b-complex. I am already feeling more energetic (well I would be if I hadn't woken up at 6 this morning for no reason), and maybe this will help me out of my funk.

That's it I guess.

I have a fully operational car $530 later. *sigh*
At least I do not need to worry about getting to work. Which I think I am doing at 2 on Thursday, but I am not completely sure. I guess I should call Louann back! {EDIT} 4 on Thursday.

I also got a phone call while I was out getting my car, from my very best friend from High School. I haven't talked to him in about 6 years. He has a cell so the caller ID just said Alabama. Usually those calls don't leave messages, but this one did, and it was so odd to hear his voice after so long. We spent about 2 1/2 hours on the phone. It was great. I wonder if I can get him to come visit? I know mom would love to see him, and I think he and Jonathan would get along well.

All in all, it was a good day.