pandorablue | Entries tagged with weight

I got so sidetracked doing other stuff this morning that I didn't do my routine at all. I didn't do it Friday either. I need to make myself do it, even if I don't want to. Today wasn't a not wanting to do it day as much as a I have too much other stuff I need to do.

The memory I bought for Rubber Ducky should be here Wed. I am hoping to buy a new power supply on Friday and I am hoping the new video card will be here next week as well. I am holding off on the other modding stuff until a little later. First off is that I don't have the money to currently support my complete modding habit, and second, I don't really need it immediately. I do need the new power supply to run the video card. I needed the RAM just to have it, lol. I wanted to sleeve everything, add a couple of cathodes, switch out the molex connectors, and add some UV paint. That can all wait and I can do it over time.

Anyway, I've been kinda distracted lately, so I haven't been paying attention to much stuff going on here or FB, but I will be better :)

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Location: The Duck's Asylum

I have started documenting my routine for getting fit. Yes, I am doing it here, and no, I have not made any of it public. Mostly because I am horribly ashamed at how much I have let myself go. Maybe, if it works and I start seeing some real results, stuff might become public. I might post some of the more oddly related things publicly, which brings us to this post:

I did a full hour of yoga today. My sessions used to run about an hour, sometimes two. They always left me feeling fantastic and in absolutely no pain. The session I did today was mostly focused on my back. While I want to veer toward flexibility and strength, my back is currently causing me the most problems. If I can get that under control, I will be so happy. When I finished the yoga today, I was pain free...

However, I discovered that the full hour of yoga is completely erased once I add any sort of aerobic activity to it. I think I will have to get my back and posture sorted out and then add the heavier stuff at a later time. That was how I did it before, but that was by accident, not because I had a plan of any kind.

It's only bugging me because I do lose some weight with yoga, but I know that isn't going to be enough. I guess that I will just have to be patient. I am not good at being patient, but I guess I have no choice. I'd rather have a pain free back and know that I can lose weight faster at a later time than be in constant pain while losing it now.

Current Mood: sore
Current Location: The Duck's Asylum

I do believe that I will start doing yoga again tomorrow. It's difficult to do with the Little Human here. I like spending as much time with him as possible when he is here. He, however wants me to spend time with him on his terms. Yoga is not part of his terms.

I miss yoga. I miss not having headaches and my back not hurting. I miss being a little bit taller and being stronger. I miss having some extra energy. I just need to get back into it.

I also need to start using my wii fit more. That's another of those not part of LH's terms. I am so overweight and unhealthy right now. It's just too much for me anymore.

I know a lot of it is that I am depressed. I know I am. When I am depressed, I eat. I also get sick all the time. I just get out of sync with myself. This isn't working for me, and I know it isn't working for anyone else in this house either.

I think I want to get a mountain bike this year, too. Jonathan has a bike and we could get one of those carriages to drag Dubs around in. I also think we might get into one of the pools (OH NO... BATHING SUIT SHOPPING...AAAAAAAAAAAAAA).

And I have to get the altar set up in this house, somewhere. Where I really want it to be, isn't going to work as a permanent altar. I'll have to make it a set up as needed altar, since I want it in the living room next to the big sliding glass doors. The living room is of course where Dubs spends all of his time. I am going to make an outdoor one, but I can't use that all the time. Eh, big plans...

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Location: The Duck's Asylum

I am trying to figure out when I may be able to get my hands on the EA Sports Active bundle for the Wii. I have got to start doing something about this weight. Well, not *right* now since I still can't breathe. As soon as I can breathe again, I need to start with something.

I really hate not having a car. It is making me crazy, though we do think we have come up with a semi-doable solution. I just really hate driving the minivan.

I also really hate being unable to speak - one week and counting - and not being able to breathe well. I still can't sleep and I am just a whiny sucky person right now.

Happy Freakin New Year!!!!!

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Location: The Duck's Asylum

I haven't posted about this yet, but I need to. I desperately need to lose weight. I am not talking about 10 pounds here, more like 50. I can't believe I let myself go like this. Before I had Little Human, I wasn't my ideal weight, but I was 60 lbs lighter than I am now. After I had Little Human, I went right back to that weight. I was so happy. But, I had quit my job and oddly enough that was my form of exercise. Once that went away I got fat. I had changed my diet a few months before I got pregnant, and that hasn't changed much, so I know it is the lack of exercise. I am not asking for advice. I am just throwing it out there, in the hopes that the fact that I am finally admitting it will make me actually do something about it.

Wii Fit and Nordic Track and Yoga time!!!

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Location: The Ducks Nest

Let's see. I went to K & J's wedding. She looked like a fairy princess brought to life. The dress was to die for and her in it, oh yes. J was adorable, although he looked dazed for a lot of the day. I was happy that K smiled throughout the day and night. It was a beautiful wedding.

( In which I bitch and moan...A LOT )

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Location: TDN
Current Music: screaming toddler

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