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I am sleepy! I went and saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory on Friday night with Jonathan. I liked it, A LOT!!!! Thursay night I went to the club and then went home with Jonathan for awhile. I marked him!!! *G* Finally, I have been trying to do that for months now. It was kinda cute because he didn't remember how he got the mark, but I do remember biting him. I got way too drunk that night. Way, way too drunk.
I spent the night at his house last night. We just slept (much to my disappointment). He teases me mercilessly and then just stops. It makes me nuts and not in that good way! Maybe I broke him Thursday night? GAH, that's an evil thought!
You know, I actually had a reason that I wanted to post, and I'll be fucked if I can remember it now! I guess if I remember I'll edit it in!
Love you all lots!!!
I spent the night at his house last night. We just slept (much to my disappointment). He teases me mercilessly and then just stops. It makes me nuts and not in that good way! Maybe I broke him Thursday night? GAH, that's an evil thought!
You know, I actually had a reason that I wanted to post, and I'll be fucked if I can remember it now! I guess if I remember I'll edit it in!
Love you all lots!!!
I had a really good weekend. I went and saw Sin City for the second time on Sat night. Had lunch with my 2 favorite guys (went to eat lunch with J and when we got there I realized Sean was there too!) Oddly enough, the ended up talking about the most scenic routes to Gallup! Then went to two of J's friends house. I feel really comfortable with this group of people, and it's not like any of us are working to make it comfortable. It's nice!
The only sucky thing was I had to wake up at 7:30 so J could get to work on time. Other than that, it was a great weekend so far. I have a ton of shit I want to get done on the rest of my days off, but I don't think that's gonna happen!
Love you all, LOTS!!!
The only sucky thing was I had to wake up at 7:30 so J could get to work on time. Other than that, it was a great weekend so far. I have a ton of shit I want to get done on the rest of my days off, but I don't think that's gonna happen!
Love you all, LOTS!!!
They shipped my Charlie and the Chocolate Factory poster today. I am gonna take J to see Sin City this weekend (I already saw it). Opened my Yahoo IM today and had 60 messages from Alb. guys telling me how hung they were. ICK! Sorry for the random thought stream.
Love you all, LOTS AND LOTS
Love you all, LOTS AND LOTS
Mommy's Day!
May. 8th, 2005 10:11 pmMy Mommy's Day celebrations actually ended up happening Sat. night. I am retarded and kept thinking Mother's Da ws next week, so I made plans with J. So, I ordered lots of Chinese food and bought her some brushes that she needed. Then today I went to see Kingdom of Heaven. It was okay, not as much flow as I wold have liked (and not nearly enough naked Orlando Bloom).
I swore to myself that there would be no sex today, and there wasn't. We talked and cuddled. I just wanted to make sure that was not the *only* reason we get along so well. It seems not to be, which is good. I just don't know. I really shouldn't like him this much and it does frighten me that I do. I guess we will just have to see (Nikki will tease me about this tomorrow, I just know it)!
Love you all a bunch!
I swore to myself that there would be no sex today, and there wasn't. We talked and cuddled. I just wanted to make sure that was not the *only* reason we get along so well. It seems not to be, which is good. I just don't know. I really shouldn't like him this much and it does frighten me that I do. I guess we will just have to see (Nikki will tease me about this tomorrow, I just know it)!
Love you all a bunch!
I had a *talk* with J. He isn't stupid and knew I was in love with Sean when we dated the first time. He obviously knows that I am still in love with Sean (yes he did tell me he knew). He wants to hang out, and just see where it goes. I'll be honest, I have no idea. I mean, I like J., but I just don't know if I am really ready for anything more (with Him or anyone else). I am really tired of feeling like this. I feel like I can't move on with my life, and it sucks. Yet, part of me enjoys wallowing in the whole unrequited love thing. I can be sooooooo dense! So, I guess nothing left to do, but see where it goes. If and when Sean ever changes his mind, I think I will be there, but I can't wait for him to the exclusion of anyone else who may deserve a shot. That sounded way more self centered than I meant it to! You guys know what I mean.
Oh, and today I went and saw Sin City. I totally recommend it. Very well done!
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Oh, and today I went and saw Sin City. I totally recommend it. Very well done!
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