I kind of fell off the planet for a little while. This year has started out odd. I was really stressing my birthday this year, and so it became this huge mess and I spent the entire weekend crying. I can't even precisely say what went wrong. I think this age was stressing me, which is bizarre since last year was what is considered a "milestone" year.

I think part of it was also that I was starting school the Monday after that weekend. I was very stressed about this, but for the most part it has been fairly simple. I am currently at over 100% scores in all of my classes, which is super awesome. I am really loving being back at school. I forgot how much I really enjoyed it. This week was a bit odd because I caught a cold from somewhere and I had to call into the only class I am currently taking on campus. I'm 3 sections ahead in that class already and the teacher was okay with me not being there.

Things here at the house are okay, for the most part. It's a difficult situation, but we are managing. I feel a little sad about certain things that could not be dealt with before it got to this point. I was feeling a little resentful about it, and honestly, I probably still do, but I am fully aware that it isn't helping anything and that I need to just let it go.

Otherwise, life is not currently kicking my ass. I hope it stays this way for a while.


Apr. 17th, 2009 09:28 am
pandorablue: (I won't cry)
I haven't posted about this yet, but I need to. I desperately need to lose weight. I am not talking about 10 pounds here, more like 50. I can't believe I let myself go like this. Before I had Little Human, I wasn't my ideal weight, but I was 60 lbs lighter than I am now. After I had Little Human, I went right back to that weight. I was so happy. But, I had quit my job and oddly enough that was my form of exercise. Once that went away I got fat. I had changed my diet a few months before I got pregnant, and that hasn't changed much, so I know it is the lack of exercise. I am not asking for advice. I am just throwing it out there, in the hopes that the fact that I am finally admitting it will make me actually do something about it.

Wii Fit and Nordic Track and Yoga time!!!
pandorablue: (Happiness)
Let's see. I went to K & J's wedding. She looked like a fairy princess brought to life. The dress was to die for and her in it, oh yes. J was adorable, although he looked dazed for a lot of the day. I was happy that K smiled throughout the day and night. It was a beautiful wedding.

In which I bitch and moan...A LOT )
They delivered my new couch today.
It was supposed to be here on Friday.
That is not a problem.
We were not home.
That is not even a problem.
They threw it over a 4 1/2 ft. adobe wall and onto my garden with a bunch of stuff that was blooming.


Nov. 13th, 2007 03:46 pm
Did the family photo thing on Sunday. Darby looked positively dapper! It caused me stress because I hate pics of myself. Only one of them was I slightly unhappy about myself, but the other two with me in them are good. Jonathan's look good. Darby is so cute in all of them. I spent too much on them, but it was worth it to have pics for the family.

Almost done with Christmas shopping. I'll need to get frames for family photos. I have Jonathan and mom covered. I know what I am getting Darby.

{EDIT}Fucking ebay. Got my order and it's not correct. Now I am pissed!

{EDIT'S EDIT} I do know that it isn't ebay, it's the seller. I'm still pissed.


Feb. 4th, 2007 04:10 pm
Bitching and Moaning about pregnancy. Don't mind me... )


Jan. 24th, 2007 05:13 pm
So why does all of this have to be such a pain in the ass? I have insurance through work, which happily does NOT cover prenatal care. When my boss signed us up for this, she did not realize it. Our insurance broker knew I wanted to get pregnant in the near future, but didn't realize that to get the maternity rider for the policy I am on, I would have to be on it for 1 year before conception and it would cost around $6,000/yr. We have only had this insurance since August, so even if I had been on it from the beginning, it wouldn't cover now.

SO, I went down to the handy dandy Human Services Dept. for Medicaide. First, I have to see a doctor to bring proof that I am pregnant (which, Thank God, Planned Parenthood does for $10). Even after that, though, I will have to wait between 35-45 days to get approved. I still haven't had the first appt where they do the exam and all of that crap. Without insurance, I can't afford it. I don't know what I am going to do at this point!!!

I know I need to go to the doctor, but how am I supposed to when I don't have any coverage? I don't know what to do, and am worried that I may not be able to have this baby after all.

{EDIT: I got some really great advice that has made me a LOT less stressed. thank you [livejournal.com profile] eclypsia}

People are retarded. This bitch on Ebay is arguing with me tha the tail light assembly on the 1996 Pontiac Sunfire 2 dr. Coupe is the same as the one on the 4 dr. Sedan. Guess what, they aren't! Not only that, she keeps referring to it as the headlight, not the tail light. Which is amusing in that sort of way where you wonder if they are even reading what question they are responding to. Especially since the happy little question box that they give you lists what the part is that you are inquiring about...

This is beginning to make me crazy. I would get the fucking tail light from one of the salvage yards here, except the only one that seems to have a driver's side tail light wants $95 for it (funny, cuz last week they told me $65), and if I was going to spend that much, I would just get one new for $150.

This is important to me, because I want to bathe Arturo, but with the light in it's current condition, I cannot get it wet.

*must not yell at crazy woman through computer*


Jul. 29th, 2006 07:54 pm
You ever just get smacked in the head by the realization that you just wasted an hour and a half on a pointless endeavor that no one cares about anyway?
Apparently when I registered and insured my car in January, the insurance company fucked up my VIN number, so not only have I been driving around with no insurance really, because without a valid VIN number, they consider that the car doesn't actually exist, so there isn't anything to insure, but I also have no registration, for the same reason. Isn't that really fucking cute?
I now have to go back to MVD and pay them money to renew my registration, even though I didn't create the original fuck-up. I especially like the part where the insurance company has been taking my money every month, and had I actually gotten into an accident, I would've had no insurance. That's my favorite part. Yes...

{EDIT} I discovered today, when I called, that I would have to deal with this problem with the state MVD office in Santa Fe. I can't do it at one of the offices here. How fucking nice...

i give up.

Dec. 6th, 2005 08:43 pm
i really do. just when i think that maybe life could possibly be getting a fraction better, everything turns to shit. i now get the lovely job of cancelling my apple order because mom only gave me half of her check this month. now i have to use that credit card to pay the mortgage instead. she was like "well isn't what i gave you enough?" hmmmmm, lets see, the mortgage is $650, and you gave me $300. um, no. that won't quite cover it. i hate my life.sometimes i hate her. right now i want to go crawl under a rock and die.
Okay, so I just heard that they are cancelling Joan of Arcadia. I am really pissed off about it. They can't do that. What will happen to yummy Goth God if they cancel it???? AAAAAAAAACK!!



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