Well...

[pandorablue]

I had a *talk* with J. He isn't stupid and knew I was in love with Sean when we dated the first time. He obviously knows that I am still in love with Sean (yes he did tell me he knew). He wants to hang out, and just see where it goes. I'll be honest, I have no idea. I mean, I like J., but I just don't know if I am really ready for anything more (with Him or anyone else). I am really tired of feeling like this. I feel like I can't move on with my life, and it sucks. Yet, part of me enjoys wallowing in the whole unrequited love thing. I can be sooooooo dense! So, I guess nothing left to do, but see where it goes. If and when Sean ever changes his mind, I think I will be there, but I can't wait for him to the exclusion of anyone else who may deserve a shot. That sounded way more self centered than I meant it to! You guys know what I mean.
Oh, and today I went and saw Sin City. I totally recommend it. Very well done!
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