As some of you will have noticed, I have deleted my other account pandora_blue. I cannot expect him to not keep secrets from me, while I had a private journal that he couldn't read. If he wants me to, I will reactivate, and give him access to that account, since he has done that for me, but I will no longer be posting to that account, for any reason.
It has become very clear to me in the past two days, that I am no longer able to make honest and open posts about myself on this forum. It sucks. Alot of my close friends really have no idea what I feel about anything, or even know the stuff that is going on under the surface. But now, when I make posts, it apparently is bound to upset someone, so I guess I just won't be posting here anymore.
I actually use LJ like a journal. I write when the mood strikes me, and I will say things here, that I can't say out loud. I'm sorry if any of my posts hurt anyone's feelings, but I can't help that. All I can do, however, is just stop. Bye.
I love you all.
I actually use LJ like a journal. I write when the mood strikes me, and I will say things here, that I can't say out loud. I'm sorry if any of my posts hurt anyone's feelings, but I can't help that. All I can do, however, is just stop. Bye.
I love you all.