Well...

[pandorablue]

We may not move after all, at least not out of state. I realized at K's wedding, and then after having lunch with my friend Sean, I don't want to leave my friends. I have a hard time making friends. I don't want to have to start over, especially since they cannot compare to the ones I have now!
That being said, we need a bigger house. I am even to put work into it, but it has to be bigger. This house is too small. We are practically on top of each other here. We have one bathroom between 3 1/2 people. We have 2 small bedrooms, 1 slightly larger bedroom, a tiny kitchen, and too much stuff. Real estate here is insane, but I think we can find something. I just need out of this house. It sucks living in this house that I used to be fairly happy in, and now I just want it to go away.
I need everyone to know that I love you all. I miss you all. I know that lately I have been a horrible friend, and unfortunately, I have made Jonathan into a bad friend, too. I am so sorry.

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[melmo187.livejournal.com]

you are still a good friend, i promise. just like everyone else, you get busy, and tired and sometimes turn into a hermit. i assure you, it is normal.

love you!!

[elegantdreams.livejournal.com]

as you know, i am very happy with this developement, for all my initial resistance, you have become one of the people in my life that goes beyond the idea of friend, you are a part of my emotional family, and although I want you to be happy, even if it did mean moving, I really do want you to do it in as close a proximity to me as possible.

*hugs*
N
ps, give your mom a hug too!