Huh...

[pandorablue]

So, I have been wanting to go back to school, and while right now, I couldn't afford it, it has occured to me that I may be able to do it after the babe comes. Jonathan will probably be living with me. He makes more than I do. I could work part time, and school. It would be hard with the baby, but I think I could swing that. I hate saddling Jonathan with a lot of the responsibility. My mom will still be here, but that isn't the point. I just can't see trying to work full time, and go to school, and have a baby. I will have to work, to pay the bills that are all *mine* (credit cards, car insurance, you know the stuff that is only mine).

What do you guys think? Am I being too ambitious? Am I being just plain unreasonable? I just don't know anymore.
I would appreciate EVERYONES input... (including yours H.V., even though I know you won't answer me here)
I love you all, A TON!!!!

BTW: I have to give credit where credit is due. This *wanting* is due to word_whore. She posted about something a little while back, that made me regret that I work full time not doing anything that is making me get anywhere close to my goals. I hated that I couldn't jump at that opportunity, and now I wonder...why?
Aaaaand, sparklypelt and elegantdreams also made me realize exactly how unhappy I am where I am right now (especially you ~N~). Yes, I need to have a job, but I need *MORE*. I love you guys!