Eureka!!!!!

I think we may have a solution (I hope). I had a really great dinner and coffee date with Jonathan. We talked about some stuff that we really needed to talk about. Obviously, we got the lj thing figured out. I do have a second, more private journal, that I will post the more *upsetting* things to. That way, it doesn't seem like I am rubbing the wounds with salt, but I can still be honest.
I have never meant to upset anyone with anything I post. and some of the more recent posts have upset people close to me, but only because they did not understand the whole story, which was my fault. I have been neglecting some important people in my life, and that led them to jump to some wrong conclusions. I really am sorry about that.
That being said, I love all of you, dearly, and I wouldn't give any of my friends the cold shoulder, even if my life depended on it!