Happy Turkey DAY!!!

[pandorablue]

I am going to Placitas (if I can get my ass in gear), and having Turkey with the Hoffmans. That sounds like a bad movie, doesn't it?
Now to add to the confusion to many people here, I thought that I wasn't really all that *into* the man I was dating. Many of you know that (some of you don't, and for those, yes, He did know)
The past week has made me re-evaluate my feelings on some pretty deep levels. I have thought about what I *thought* I wanted, and really looked hard at my past. I have come to the conclusion that I am just not right!
I realized after he called me on Tuesday, and said he couldn't pick me up because he was at the hospital, that I do indeed love him, more than I thought capable.
In the end, I am thankful to have my friends, my family, a roof over my head (that eventually I will be happy with), and a Boyfriend that I love and who in return loves me (no matter how fucked up I truly am).

**Happy Thanksgiving**

Gobble, Gobble

Comments

YOU are not fucked up!

[ohno-jonathan-o.livejournal.com]

You are saner than most, and far more entertaining than all! Sleep well, for one the morrow I shall Dide;.

Re: YOU are not fucked up!

[ohno-jonathan-o.livejournal.com]

I was so tired when I wrote this... I've spent TWO days glancing at this and I still wonder what I was TRYING to write when I typed 'I shall dide;.' The possibilities escape me, but I'm sure it would have been cute.

Re: YOU are not fucked up!

[pandora-blue.livejournal.com]

I wondered, but was too polte to say anything!!!
I am assuming that it was supposed to be "for ON the morrow I shall RIDE"???
Maybe, maybe not!!! Love you.