Been oodles of time since I posted!

[pandorablue]

Let's see. I went to K & J's wedding. She looked like a fairy princess brought to life. The dress was to die for and her in it, oh yes. J was adorable, although he looked dazed for a lot of the day. I was happy that K smiled throughout the day and night. It was a beautiful wedding.



Darby's birthday was okay. There was drama which I won't go into, but I felt left out of the planning. That just made me not want to do anything.

The minivan has some issues. First someone ran into the passenger sliding door on the driver's side while it was parked in a parking lot, and it will not open any longer (guess where Dubs sits when in the van...), and now the transmission has decided it doesn't like Jonathan (I can guess why...*ahem*).

I am feeling very crafty right now, and cannot do anything about it. All of our living room stuff is still shoved out of the way, because we still aren't finished with all of the tiling stuff in here. It is making me crazy because I have had to put off school because I can't get to the stuff I need (or in some cases, find what I need). I almost wish we had never done the tiling in here. It has just made everything more aggravating.

Darby screams most of the time, and when Jonathan is home, he doesn't seem to want to be bothered. I feel like I never get a break, and when I maybe do actually get the time to run away for a little bit, it feels like Jonathan is pissed about it. I know Darby is frustrated, because he is mobile and there are times I just need to contain him. He hates going down for naps and gets mad whenever we eat and don't offer him any. He's getting big, but can't do everything he wants to yet. His only recourse to this is to scream. I just feel like I don't have any respite from it. *sigh*

I have also discovered that most of my clothes don't fit. I am too fat to fit into them. I know why, I just don't know what to do about it at this point. So all in all, I am a depressed, frustrated, angry cow.

How is everyone else?

Comments

[Hugs]

[riotgrrlscout.livejournal.com]

I know that you're justifiably picky about who take little man, but I'd be willing to watch him sometime, in the evening or day. I know you're both pretty burnt out right now.

Re: [Hugs]

[pandora-blue.livejournal.com]

Yeah. And I have no problem letting you watch the little human. He is generally a good little human. Just loud. *sigh*

wow

[melmo187.livejournal.com]

so are you guys still planning on moving?

also, i miss you!

Re: wow

[pandora-blue.livejournal.com]

I think so. I miss you too. We need to get to Gallup. I think we shall make that happen soon and after we get the van fixed.

[elegantdreams.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
sorry baby doll! he will get bigger, and less frustrated..Dubs, that is. I still have half my livingroom in the computer room from the new couch, and that was...umm...well, it should have been done by now, but it is not.
love you

[wyrdling.livejournal.com]

i still have stacks of stuff in my bedroom from moving all the stuff in from grandma's house last may....

i found kiddo became much easier to deal with once he started talking... about the age darby is he became constantly frustrated at being unable to communicate, even thoug he understood a lot of what was going on.

and, yeah, i had a horrible time getting him down for naps. he'd go to sleep fine, as long as i cuddled him, but if i wanted to get up and do anything he'd freak out and not get back to sleep... and sleep deprived cranky toddlers are scary...

i went through a phase when my son was about a year old where i
started putting on the pounds that i'd just lost. it was kind of scary. but i did manage to turn things around. eventually...

and, yeah, periodic breaks from baby are pretty necessary for sanity, in my opinion.