Wow...

[pandorablue]

It is truly amazing the person that I forgot existed in him. We are having fun again, and really enjoying each other's company. I had forgotten how much he made me laugh, and all of the stupid things we say to each other that become great inside jokes (hey, remember *King of the Toe*?).





I made elegantdreams cry today. We were talking about how she kept wanting me to be with him, because I needed something good in my life. She was so upset because it was beginning to become apparent there for awhile, that he wasn't who she thought he was. Maybe he wasn't so good after all? And while she was telling me this, the tears were welling up in her eyes, and I just felt so loved, and I realized that I don't think that he realizes how much she loves him (and I didn't realize how much she loves me either). Love and respect from ~N~, is something special. She doesn't just give that to anyone.
I am grateful to her, for pushing me in his direction, even when I was resisting. I am grateful to her, for being my friend, and for not killing me yet (or at least hitting me real hard in the head with a rock)! I love you!

I love you, too, Jonathan. I am proud of you, and happy to be your girl.

I love you all, Lots and LOTS!