Mom

May. 8th, 2012 10:11 am
pandorablue: (I won't cry)
My mom passed away last night. It was quiet and peaceful: she wasn't in any pain. It was also a bit of a shock. She was in hospice, so we had been expecting it to some extent, but we weren't expecting it so soon. Jonathan has been my rock and I am grateful to him for everything. Little Human sort of gets it, but not quite. I feel bad for him, and I just want to hold him forever. Nikki and Kit came over to help and I needed them more than I realized.

I'll be okay. We'll all be okay.

I miss you mama.

Oh dear...

May. 5th, 2009 12:05 pm
pandorablue: (I won't cry)
Rest in peace, Dom Deluise.

This makes me sadder than it probably should. All of my favorite kid's movies had him in them, and he was just so awesome.

Ow!

Oct. 26th, 2008 10:00 pm
Sooooooo, Dubs did scratch my cornea pretty badly. I am not sure if I will ever say "Good Morning" to Dubs again. He seems to react rather violently. After about 8 hours in the ER over two days, I at least don't hurt every time I blink. I am also in no danger of going blind. My eyelids are no longer swollen, but I hate the goo that I have to put in my eyes (erythromycin). I hate putting shit in my eyes anyway, but this is just nasty.

I missed Gordon with mom, but Jonathan went with her. She loved it. I am glad that she still went. She did try to argue it with me for a bit, since she didn't want to leave me with Dubs. It was fine though. I am just glad that she enjoyed herself.

I still, can't get over how good Metallica was.


R.I.P. Tony Hillerman

Crap...

Jul. 20th, 2007 02:26 pm
The Blue Dragon closed it's doors last week. It will be missed much!

Huh,

Apr. 9th, 2006 03:04 pm
Well, one of my friends from High School has a gaggle of kids, and she just lost one of her sons to a host of problems he's had since birth. I feel for her, because I know that she worked hard to keep him, and that she loved him so much. I know she is strong and will be okay, but right now, I only hope she has a little peace.

*sigh*

Feb. 8th, 2006 06:58 pm
I had made a friend through one of my Care2 groups. She lived here, and we had gotten quite close. I never understood why I couldn't meet her, until about three monts ago. She died today of various cancers that had attacked her system. She had been fighting for the past four years, but the cancer won. She had been in the hospital for the past three months. She didn't want me to know how bad it was, because apparently I made her happy. She made me happy too. I will mis her so much. I hope that her family and loved ones will be okay. Her lover is also a friend of mine, and he lives in Santa Fe. He told me.
Goodbye, Lonni. You will be missed.

hmmm...

Nov. 25th, 2005 06:27 pm
Sean's stepgrandfather died this morning. I only met him once, and he was a cantankerous, cute old man. I got Sean's stepmom's address to send her a card. I love that woman. I hope that this doesn't mess with him too much. I actually witnessed him sitting at his desk and crying today. I have known Sean for a bit over five years, and have NEVER seen him cry. I think we may hang out for a little while on Sat. evening. I want to, because I think it will do him good. I think he may need to talk about stuff, and I know I need to tell him things too. I love him, and my hopes and prayers go out to that family tonight.

*Sigh*

Sep. 21st, 2005 04:12 pm
We had to put mom's dog to sleep today. It's kinda funny how I didn't realize how attached to her I was until today. She was completely devoted to my mom, and in turn, mom spoiled the hell out of her. I have managed to give my mother the suckiest birthday present ever.
I didn't know him that well, but he had become close. One of my best. I loved him and wanted to know him so much more. He helped me find the light that i had hidden for so long and i didn't think I wanted to find it again. But, he proved me wrong. It seems like he did that for a lot of us. I can only hope that Roberta Adrienne Wallace makes it through this. If not whats the point for all of this pain that has been caused.
Holly, my love, we are all here for you. you can call me always. I will always be here and you had better be too. Be safe my love. Take care of yourself.

Good bye, Rob. Thank you for the time I had, and i wish it had been more.

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