I really just don't get it. I don't get what makes me special to the people I have been with in the past. Even a few of my guy friends that I wasn't ever in a romantic relationship with previously have told me that they wanted to be. Almost all of them came looking for me and not the other way around. It's almost a running joke around here, because they have been crawling out of the woodwork lately.

I really don't get it though. I'm not that exceptional. I'm cute, I guess, but not really what would be considered "pretty". I think I'm fairly intelligent, but there are much smarter and more attractive women. I really don't understand what it is. I have one guy friend that I feel comfortable enough to ask him why, but that doesn't answer for any of the others and I don't know how to ask without them thinking I am asking for reasons other than honest curiosity.

This is really not a "validate me PLEASE" post. Just thoughts that have been rolling around since the other night. I just don't get it.


Oct. 30th, 2009 02:44 pm
pandorablue: (Happiness)
Why is everybody freaking the fuck out about H1N1? Seriously. I mean, I am not running around trying to catch it, but people are seriously up in arms about something that still hasn't killed as many people as regular flu does every year. UNM has stopped testing kids that come in with flu symptoms for H1N1 after every test they ran came back positive.

I will admit that death rate among children is slightly higher with H1N1 than with regular flu, but I still wonder what other complications could be involved in that. I guess I just don't understand the ignorance of people with the *OMG, WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!!!!11!!!* Do they not read or watch the news? Oh yeah, that's right the news is covering up the government conspiracy to implant us all with microchips... Clicky to see what I am talking about!!! )

Yeah... MICROCHIPS!!!!
I had someone friend me on Facebook the other day, and I didn't really remember her, but she and I had a really good friend in common so I friended her back. I have since discovered she and the other really good friend are friended to A. I never did know this other girl and apparently A is the only reason that she friended me. I am not worried about it. I don't post anything odd, generally. I just find it strange that she seems to be so concerned about what I am doing. Meh, whatever. If this is the only the only way to keep her off my back, so be it.
pandorablue: (Paddy Wagon)
Out of the 413,008 fans that facebook said that Post Secret had at that moment, the chances that of the 10 random profiles they listed would be anyone I knew were small. Yet, there was [livejournal.com profile] julian_wolf. It kinda freaked me out a little (in a good way).

This was on blogspot, not the facebook website.


Mar. 29th, 2009 10:45 pm
pandorablue: (Rawr!!!)
I tease on a weekly basis, that if he is not a good boy, I will put him out for the "Baby Pick-up People" on Wednesday. This is just wrong, though...

fail owned pwned pictures
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Nov. 24th, 2008 10:23 am
pandorablue: (WTF? Awesome!)
Anderson Cooper just popped out of a trashcan on Sesame Street. I find this odd...


Nov. 6th, 2008 03:13 pm
pandorablue: (WTF? Awesome!)
I wonder what it was supposed to say...

more the engrish!


Mar. 2nd, 2007 06:14 pm
This made me think of [livejournal.com profile] scoffeepie, only cuz it mentioned Leprechauns, but they have been playing a radio commercial all week stating that *Leprechauns are Loose*.
It disturbs me...


Sep. 22nd, 2006 07:06 pm
This is odd. I have been finding stuff nline about my father's family. I really don't know why. I think it was mostly the idea of wanting to send him a letter saying despite everything he did to try to fuck me up, I'm still okay.
When I got home today there was a letter in my box, postmarked from Philadelphia, and with the return name of Stein. I had no idea who it was, but it turns out that it was his sister. I haven't read it. I just opened it and saw my cousin's names, and I put it back in the envelope. I don't know if I want to read it. I don't know that I want to hear anything that this woman that I haven't seen or heard from for 23 years has to say. I haven't heard from my father in 15 years. I haven't really wanted to.
I knew they could find me. My number is listed, and I haven't changed m name. I just think it's odd that she chose now, when I had just started looking for them, sort of, to mail me a letter. I am now a nervous wreck. I will probably read it at some point, I just don't know when.
No one except Jonathan will care about this... )


Aug. 7th, 2006 09:23 pm
If Yoda and Gollum fucked, who'd be the bitch?

Hee hee

May. 3rd, 2006 06:18 pm
I am amused... )


Nov. 25th, 2005 06:08 pm
I almost forgot one of the other things that happened during Thanksgiving. There was this wine. I don't know if they fermented it in old tires, or what, but it left this horrifying aftertaste. Something like rubberized latex (Yes, i would know what that tastes like, *ahem*)
I mean this shit was bad, and no matter what you ate or drank after, the taste kept coming back. ICK!!!
Note to people I love : DO NOT DRINK WINE MADE IN SOUTH AFRICA!!!!



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